Senior Ball is May 13th!

Graduation June 9th!!

I hate how when you look back on tears, you laugh;
but when you look back on laughs, you cry..

I don't know what to do anymore..

crazy how you can go from writing in this almost everyday to not writing in it for long periods of time.

a lot has changed in my life since I last wrote in here. some for the better, some for just..okay. Nothing has really been for the bad.

Highschool is almost over. It's insane. But intriguing. My life is up in the air right now, and I'm trying to pick up the pieces. I'm not really sure what is going to happen yet. It's to be determined or a what happens, happens. kind of thing.

That's all for now. I'm dead tired..I just had two weeks off from school and today was the first day back and it killed me.

goodnight.

Daang. I haven't updated in awhile. My badd.

So let's see..
I had a really good Christmas. It was a little different than normal..idk why..it just felt different. But all in all it was good.
New Year's was a whole lotta funn. Pretty laid back..the way I like it. heh. I went to Aaron's house. Natalie and Callie called me at midnight my time! Awwe..I hadn't talked to them and heard their voice in what feels like forever. It was the best thing they could have ever done.

5 months from today I graduate..wow. So crazy. Time is just flyin' by. It's gonna come and go in a blink of an eye. It's so weird to think we'll be out on our own soon. Kinda scary..but I'm pretty excited. Next year is basically up in the air. I really have no idea what I'm gonna do. Possibly Sac State if I get in. But Aaron's dad keeps tellin' me I should try for Nevada and go with Aaron...my parents will make me pay out of state tuition tho..but they somewhat like the idea cuz it's only three hours away. What they really want for me to do is just go to LMC or DVC. ((community colleges)) idk.

Aaron and I have been dating for a month. Things are going really well. He's so sweet. I can be my complete self in front of him..and he actually truly does care about me. It's awesome...
something worth waking up for.

I'll be 18 soon. I'm excited heh..for no reason..it's not like anything will change really.

I don't have my camaro anymore. It's crazy. I have a Nissan Murano, it's platinum. I love it. I always wanted an suv. But I miss my convertible =/ oh well. My parents wanted me to have something with good gas mileage and this way I can fit 4 more people with me. heh.

There's this girl..and I really don't like her. nuff said. hah

But yea...I need to do homework before I have to go pick up my sister.

xO.

If you look back on your year & it doesn't bring you tears,
of joy or sadness, then it was a year wasted.